Anyone else hit a milestone birthday like 30 or 40 during the pandemic?

Just venting. I turned 30 last Nov & I feel like a whole year has been wasted. I'll be 31 in two months. I didn't even get to enjoy 30.

This pandemic has kicked my ass, mentally speaking.

Anyone else feeling the blues? How are you dealing?

Update: some of it is the pandemic & not being able to go out & enjoy life with friends/family. I miss them. The other part of it is I'm not married, I have no children & I'm going back to school for a career change. I'm not where I want to be yet. Everyone is like " you should be grateful" "you don't need to be depressed" "you have your health" .....it makes me feel guilty for feeling down.