Tough decision

I just found out that I am pregnant with baby number two, tho it was a big surprise I was taking the pill… I wasn’t trying nor do I think I am able to handle another child as my two year old is very active and high maintenance. My SO and I are also not on the best of terms and baby number one really put a strain on our relationship as I felt alone with no support! I have a very tough decision to make and I’m so upset I never thought I’d be this person.

To make matters worse yesterday out of the blue my daughter runs up to me lifts up my shirt and kisses my belly sayin Mommie my baby brother. I haven’t told anyone except my SO and either of us mentioned a baby so I literally had chills and cried. I’m torn on what I should do. Keep this baby or not. I know some ppl are against abortions and I was one of those ppl but I feel my situation is really difficult right now. So please no bashing if you have nothing nice to say scroll on!