Mom guilt

ashley

The guy I’ve been on and off with (because I was at college sort of) for the last 3 years told me he wanted me to have an a*ortion. I’m not comfortable with that and I want to have my baby. I told him I was because he kept arguing with me when I was still early on. I feel guilty because I’m choosing to raise my baby alone. I scared he/she will to resent me. I just really don’t want to have an a*ortion. I’m 24, own car, first Gen college grad, and I have a pretty good savings. I just feel like I’m being selfish by keeping my baby. Always I told him I was and to never talk to me ever again. We haven’t spoke since then. I’m starting my second trimester and I haven’t told him I’m keeping my baby. Is that wrong? I feel like it’s not because he told me to k*ll them. So should I feel guilty by not giving my baby a dad and Should I tell him I changed my mind?