Do you have baby fever

I know a lot of people have baby fever I do too I would love to be pregnant right now!! Things have happened and I have come to the conclusion that I can't see myself pregnant ever. I don't see myself being a mother or anything of that nature. I hurts really bad I'm trying to find a bright side of that and I think I have found the picture that will help.  I hope this puts a smile on someone's face or something. I am not trying to be negative just realistic. I think I am done ttc and I give up. I wish all of u ladies the best!