A poem I wrote for my Angel baby

Terresa🍼
I know you ladies can relate. I had a missed miscarriage back in August. I found out at 9 weeks 3 days but the baby was only measuring 6 weeks 3 days and not heartbeat. I unfortunately did not actually miscarry until 12 weeks 5 days. Well I write poems to help me cope and this is what o wrote. I'm currently 8 weeks with my rainbow baby praying each day he or she continues to grow healthy with a strong heart. 
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I never got to hold you
I never saw your face
Or hear you laugh and cry
Or share a loving embrace
You will always be my first
A child without a name
And even though I never nursed
My heart still hurts the same
My life forever changed
I will not doubt this path
God plan is this; prearranged
It's not hard to do the math
A child so far from reach
Yet so close to my heart
It's so hard for me to teach
Why I feel I'm back at start
Life goes on, time will heal 
You are something I'll never regret
My love for you I'll always feel.
But never will I forget.....