I m 13 weeks pregnant today. And cannot wait to meet the other love of my life. I have wanted a baby since I had a baby brother and I was just six then.

All my life I have been asked to be slim, don’t gain weight, being the perfect figure is what makes you attractive. And I have done that. I regularly ate healthy foods, Worked out religiously and now that I m pregnant I M HUNGRY all the time! And it’s not like I m devouring a Big Mac quite the contrary eating junk is making me nauseous so all I eat is home-cooked meals but several of those I mean I had a fixed 4 am dinner time and hence I m growing fat… my face my ass my arms everything is growing…. And so is my baby. I m in such a fix that I want this baby to be healthy but not me….. I constantly worry about how fat I am getting and how unappealing I look…. My husband has been the most supportive (undeservingly supportive)

He is the best -says I m eating because I want our baby to be healthy and I can lose the weight once I m done but I m so so so torn between being healthy during pregnancy and looking good.

I need some help desperately.