A while ago I lost my virginity to someone I thought I would be with forever, turns out it ended horribly, in the worst way imaginable. Now being with a new guy I'm scared of giving him everything like I had done before because I don't want him to be just another guy. I've talked to him about going slow and sometimes I feel like I'm ready to trust someone like that again, but then I stop him after things get more Than kissing.