Gave birth to my 2nd baby 2 weeks ago

And I can’t stand my toddlers behavior.

He is acting out like he never has before and I don’t even know who he is some days. He used to be the sweetest most loving little boy and now he is just horrible. He also wants nothing to do with me which breaks my heart.

I feel so lost. Between taking care of a newborn and dealing with the toddlers tantrums, cooking, laundry, keeping the house tidy I feel like I’m completely losing myself.

My husband helps but we never have a break to connect anymore and we have been disagreeing a lot.

Im exhausted mentally and physically, some days I wonder if I’m just not a good mom.