This is my third baby. Struggled with infertility with my husband who I have been with for over 8 years now. My son that’s almost 10 I had with someone else and I don’t get it I was even in birth control and got pregnant but with my husband it’s been impossible it’s like crazy to me and still unrealistic maxybe once I get to see him and see how he is real I will finally get out of this crazy thoughts or something lol. It took us 4&1/2 years to have our daughter that turned 3 March 29. Then I got pregnant literally when we just stopped trying and figured we would save until October to afford a fertility specialist and then go from there. All I ever wanted was to be a mom and take care of all my babies. I am so grateful God has blessed us with another boy I’m currently on the way to the hospital and going to see what is going on. I’m supposed to have mg 3rd c section so I’m a bit scared. I felt so horrible leaving my kids home at least they are at our house and my mom in law is there to watch them. Normally it’s impossible to get any one to help with the kids. So everything seems to be working out so far. I’m so freaking out I still haven’t ordered a car seat or hable of the things a newborn needs like necessities I don’t even have a bouncer right own unfortunately I have had horrible anxiety throughout this pregnancy and also the I wonderful HG where I am constantly sick even at almost 39 weeks!! So I haven’t had much of a summer or have been out to a real since I been pregnant basically so I’m sure you could only imagine how much I need to get. I am up for all the advice on car seats necessary things must have stuff that is actually used and not wasted money. Also I am interested in a decent double stroller for a new baby that goes to a normal size as well as the double seat I have a old uppababy I wish I could close it without my husband lol bc u would still be using it for sure! I love ideas. We didn’t get a sprinkle or shower or anything so it’s like crazy and starting all over. Thank gosh I have had some people give me some clothes for a boy. My daughter i saved everything from but of course she was the rainbow baby Olivia we waited for long to have and went a little crazy with the girly stuff lol so I saved everything and praying we have another girl in the future lol. Please send prayers and your good vibes hopefully this baby boy comes out ASAP and I can figure out a name toon my kids now are mason Neal and Olivia Brewer my kids want the name Luca so badly lol I think it sounds good with livie. God bless all you mamas I hope to return the wonderful and generous gift 💝. Bless you all and your journeys as mothers xoxo