Is it normal that I’m scared to test??

Grace

I’m legit scared to test, it’s our first month TTC and

I’m pretty sure I didn’t ovulate this month ( which is dumb because it was our first month but whatever) lol

Anyhoo, I didn’t actually take OPK but I can usually tell when I’m ovulating.

I just don’t want to see the negative.. and if it’s positive I’m scared and don’t want to miscarry..

Im still 5 days away from my period but I could test I guess. Idk