It’s always that one Ex.

I love my husband, he’s my best friend, I couldn’t picture my life without him.

However, recently I been constantly thinking about my Ex, In my dreams, everything. Ran Into him the other day and said hi, how are you? Talked about where we were at In life, and wished each other the best, and now It’s all I think about. 😩 It’s gotten so bad I actually had a visual of him while having sex… I have tried praying about this to stop, but it’s like no matter what I do I can’t.

The thing Is If we were together we wouldn’t work out, we have way too different lifestyles and he definitely has cheated on every girl he’s been with 😳 SO WHY AM I LIKE THIS. Please no negative comments I am asking for help and how I can stop my thoughts.