My little sister just called and told me she is pregnant. She is 20 not married and having her second child by this guy who is abusive and he is on our county's most wanted list because of what he did to her the day after thanksgiving. She told me she didn't want more kids not anytime soon anyway but now this. I told her I was happy for her and that I'd be there all of which I mean but when will my turn come?... 2 years for me and my husband still nothing.... why me? What's wrong with me? I'm really just want to crawl into bed and stay there for a week.... ! I broke down crying after we got off the phone my husband held me said our time will come but I still want to cry and I still want to scream at the top of my lungs. I'm losing all hope...........