Having a bad day I guess, I’m 7 weeks with baby #5, the morning sickness is so bad I called the ob yesterday fully expecting them to put my in the hospital for fluids. Instead they gave me yet another useless pill. I can’t eat, I can’t drink anything even tho I feel like I could drink the ocean at this point, I can barely move around my house because every time I do I almost loose what little I managed to get in my stomach. My house is a disaster, my kids are basically fending for themselves, we haven’t even started our homeschool year yet because the morning sickness ness hit right before we were planning to. I only have two friends and neither have answered my messages, I mean I know they have lives but there’s no way you haven’t checked your phone at least once in 24 hrs, hell just an emoji just to say you saw it would be better than nothing. My husband works all day and comes home so grumpy and I feel like he gets upset when I’m in the bed and don’t come out when he comes home but it’s honestly the only way to keep anything in my stomach. I just feel so alone, I’m sitting in the bath, hoping to absorb some fluids by freaking osmosis cause idk what else to do, sipping on broth since it’s the only thing with any nutritional value that I’ve been able to get down, crying what little bit of fluids I have back out. I can’t post on my fb mostly because I don’t share my problems there but also because we still haven’t told people and I just needed to vent I guess. My anniversary was yesterday, 15 years, but I spent it in the bed scared for my baby. I hate doctors, I hate feeling so inconsequential and having my concerns dismissed or just being handed a pill. I just don’t want to feel so alone all the time.