I have been ttc for years now. My first boyfriend I was with 6 years and we tried to conceive the entire time then we broke up. Well he got some one else pregnant a few months later. Now I am with another partner and we have been trying for a year. I have had several test done and my infertility specialist is saying its not me. Well due to the fact that my last partner got someone pregnant after me and my current partner has a child what am I suppose to think or feel? Everything in me wants to just give up but if I give up I might as well die!!!! Sorry but it's the truth. What do I do?