Low/lost libido

Hi all

I have noticed the last month or two that my libido has become extremely low to nonexistent. I just don’t have the interest or drive. I know it’s bothered my husband, I know he still does have drive. I feel horrible and guilty about it.

I’ve stopped taking birth control, and I’ve been diagnosed with diabetes in this time frame. I’m just really upset between him trying and me always turning him down, and not have the drive when I WANT to have it. I don’t even know if this is a rant or if I’m asking on what I can do to fix it. Just bleh.