Lord, let me make it to nap time.

My sweet baby had surgery last week. Now it's like I have a newborn again.

The first night we came home, we woke up one time. I completely expected this. But as time has gone on...she has been waking more and more. Now she wakes up every 1.5 hours or so at the beginning of the night and then usually I get a 3 hour stretch of sleep toward the end. Last night I was up 4 times before 02:00!

She used to sleep 18:00-07:00, so I'm having a hard time coping. I don't do well on little or fractured sleep (and I'm epileptic). I also have a toddler to care for.

I love her so much and would do anything for her, especially to keep her safe and healthy. But this is rough. I'm hoping it passes soon.

She's not in pain as far as I can see, though I may try giving her medicine tonight to see if it helps. She just nurses and goes back to sleep.

So exhausted. 😅😩