1 10 minute convo can change ur whole life

 I just left the hospital. I got home from work and started bleeding really bad and I'm in a lot of pain. Doctor said that he could not definitively say whether or not I had a miscarriage. My uterus is retro flexed (which happens during pregnancy) ... I also had a cyst that ruptured. I'm going to be in pain for a few days and I have to go see a specialist and may have to have surgery. He recommended that we stop trying until I see the specialist... 
I have no idea what to say to my husband. He doesn't even know yet that I went to the hospital because I snuck out while he was sleeping... I'm crushed.