So the guy I liked and I thought he liked me because of how nice he was too me ( even though he had a girlfriend) GAVE ME MY FIRST KISS

so.. what’s going on now you may ask?

He hasn’t texted me or anything and prior to the kiss him and his girlfriend are back together

Let me be clear that when him and his gf weren’t together. He texted me once asking to hook up with me. I confronted him about it and explicitly told him that I don’t want to be his fling.

After that he apologized saying that it wasn’t his intentions to use my body and he’s sorry that he made me feel as if he was using my body.

Could someone help me out here?

I mean it’s my fault bc yes I knew he had a gf but he did break up with her when me and him were friends

He did like me first, we hanged out a lot and he was very sweet to me.

Now it like well… nothing ever happened.

I already cried about it but that doesn’t help and sometimes when I look at my body I feel sick.