So in July I found out my partner of 5years cheated on me.

He had been talking to this woman for months.. I found all messages on his facebook.

So we broke up for about 10 weeks. In that time he basically moved in with her. I did the whole please we can get through this etc but he told me straight no! She was married and her husband beat her I guess he thought he could b the 1 the save her?

Me n my friends took our kids to legoland in holidays... Guess who was there?

Him with her and her kids! Sat bang in front of us in the restaurant! Didn't even say hello to my daughter! Who isn't his bit he brought up since we were together. She was only just 1 back then.

I went through hell..depressed etc.

Then after having no contact in weeks he texts me saying how much of a mistake he's made.. he's woken up and smelt the coffee..

I know couples that have got through stuff like this and r stronger than ever but also no couples that have tried and it hasn't worked out.

I do love him but I don't know if I can trust him not to do it again. He says it was the biggest mistake of his life n just wants his family bk.

We are trying to work things out but I can't seem to make up my mind? But I no I'm not ready to loose him for good? Which is silly coz if he didn't leave her we would still b over.

I worry all the time that he's messaging other women etc.

We aren't living together he's at his mums.

I just duno what to do. I have tried talking to him but it ends up arguing.

I tried to walk away but I end up regretting it etc. My head is all over the place.

We've been bk in contact since mid August now.. but it doesn't seem to b getting better on my part.

He's ding and saying the right things but do I risk it??

Sorry 4 long post!!!