So confused.

So for some backstory I started crushing on my girl best friend around April/May and I told her very early on when I started crushing because I thought it would help me get over her, and at that time I thought she was straight. Anyways around that time we hung out almost every weekend and after one weekend we were smoking and chilling and she was on my shoulder and said, “is it just me or does sounding like being with a guy not sound appealing” like coming out to me almost and I said yeah I get where she’s coming from and we talked about sexuality (I was questioning whether I was bisexual or lesbian at this time) and then a day after I asked her her sexuality wondering if she was serious and she said she was pretty sure she was bisexual. We hung out more and she got more affectionate with me, she’d put her head in my lap or one night I played w her hair until she fell asleep, we took a bath together once with our bathing suits on and my legs were closed off and she kept like rubbing against them or hitting against them like I sort of thought she was implying for me to open up so we could cuddle almost? And at night when we’d lay in bed if we weren’t touching she’d be like “where are you?” Or like joking saying “I have separation anxiety” and sometimes she’d say shit that would throw me off like once we were playing this game and I talked about this character that was supposed to be my wife, and I said she didn’t like me and she went “she likes you she just doesn’t know how to tell you”. And then over the summer we both went out of state and didn’t see each other for a month so while I was out of state I asked her why she was so affectionate and she asked me what she was doing that was affectionate and I just told her about some of those instances and she just apologized and said she was bad at socializing and I was bummed so I kinda didn’t text her that much the following day because my feelings were obviously hurt and I didn’t want to make her feel bad and then like two days after we talked about it again bc she asked if i was okay and I told her I thought that she felt the same way and she was like “wait feel what way bc…” and I said I thought she liked me back and she said she didn’t know how she felt. That was in June I believe and we didn’t really speak of it again until we got into a small argument like two three weeks ago and I brought up how if she didn’t like me back she should’ve told me instead of saying she didn’t know to spare my feelings because I wanted to know truthfully, and at that time I was completely over the situation and her. Well she spent the night on Saturday and the feelings did come back. When I woke up that night she was on my shoulder and her leg was spread across mine, and she wasn’t far enough from me to roll over and just end up there, and I had only been to sleep for 20 minutes so I’m guessing she hadn’t been asleep that long either, and throughout the whole night she was HELLA close to me. It could’ve just been her asleep but I’ve never accidentally cuddled a friend in my sleep. What do you think?