HELP I HAVE SO MUCH ANXIETY

Deven

I am breastfeeding my 7 month old son. I've posted about this before but its just making the hair on my arms stand up thinking about it. I'm getting the second dose of the Pfizer-BioNTech covid vaccine on the 12th and I'm just sooooooo scared...what if something happens to my baby boy?! Or me??? I've checked VAERS and read so many conflicting stories about bf babies DYING after their mom got vaccinated...who out there had gotten this specific vaccine and what was your overall experience? Please I just really need some comfort here I'm so afraid. His pedi gave us the go ahead for it before I got the first dose and we were both fine after that one...but I hear its the second one that's causing adverse reactions...I just want to hear from REAL PEOPLE that have gotten both doses.