I feel so crazy

I know this app I mainly see women use but idk where else to turn. I feel so fucking crazy and I need a some perspective. I'm bisexual and me and my partner (he's a guy) adopted a baby from a young couple. Our daughter is 21 months now and we use this app to track our babies development. My mom was extremely against this relationship and I honestly thought it was because she didn't want me to be with a man. So I haven't spoken to my mom in a year. My partner (I'll call him Thomas) has made me feel insane the past 3 years and idk what to do. One thing that happened is we broke up when our daughter was 4 months old for a while. Thomas went MIA for 2 weeks and then came back. I was upset because I'm a surgical tech and work weird hours and he went MIA when we have a daughter for two weeks. He came back and acted like he wanted to talk to it out. When he left I noticed a message"I" sent him through Facebook. He Facebook paid himself from MY Facebook my entire pay check and left. He took all my money and left me and our daughter with nothing. He didn't talk to me for 3 months and the landlord came in the house to talk to me he saw all the damaged in the house (They were from when Thomas would have rages.) So I was evicted with a 6 month old baby. We slept in a hotel a bit until Thomas reached back out to apologize and said he wanted us to move back in with him. He was living with his mom. So me and our daughter moved in with his mom. Thomas apologized. Well it was good... For a week. Then it felt like him and his mom were against me. Everything I did I was a bad dad. I missed tummy time one day, I was a bad dad. I was late getting home from work bad fucking dad... Then there was a situation were Thomas accidentally broke my leg. Him and his mom were taking about taking my daughter from me and I got upset and he started yelling at me and punched a whole in the way and grabbed me by my neck. I ran outside and he drove his car at me. He ended up running over my leg. It was an accident. He said he was just trying to scare me and didn't mean to break my leg. There was another situation where he stole my money a second time and I got upset and was yelling and his mom hit me in the face repeatedly until I bleed and had a broken leg and couldn't defend myself. I woke up one morning and my daughter was gone and they had me blocked. I freaked out. They came back and recorded me losing my shit m I was crying and saying how could you take her and they were laughing calling my crazy. They made it look like they stole her. They have me on recording crying and having a melt down and them calling me crazy. Thomas keeps telling me if I don't stop acting crazy he's gonna take our daughter away from me. Then his mom said I'm a horrible person because I say he broke my leg. I tell people it was an accident but she says since it was an accident he didn't break it. He said I ran out the door like a psycho. His mom then threatened if I didn't give him more money she's gonna post on Facebook the video of my losing it when I thought they took my daughter. Me and Thomas's room has so much damage and he says it's because I make him get violent. Thomas says our daughter deserves better and calls me names and let's his mom hit me but they say I'm crazy. Im convinced maybe they're right... Idk anything anymore...