Surprise this morning!

We had a miscarriage this past July. It was one of the most traumatic experiences of my life, but after a few weeks of feeling physically and mentally in the gutter I decided to change my life. I knew I couldn't be the best version of myself for my toddler or anyone else if I continued the way I was. I changed my diet, nixed most processed foods, already am a sober individual prior to this, made daily exercise and all day movement a priority, and stopped thinking of trying to get pregnant again. I decided to focus on my own health and my 3 year old starting preschool instead of only dwelling on my heartbreak. I lost 20 lbs since August hiked and biked many many miles, went camping etc. We were not actively trying to get pregnant since it took me ALOT of weeks to feel "ok" enough to even want my husband to touch me. I never even got a period again normally after bleeding a long time after my miscarriage. I tested out of curiosity and a sneaking suspicion this morning and even though my feelings are mixed and I am now going to be skeptical, this is such a happy surprise! Feeling fantastic physically as well (which I give credit to an 85% or so plant based diet with little to no processed food)! Fingers crossed this one will stick 💚