My husband and I have two children - almost 4 and 2. Before we got together I envisioned 4 babies, he said 2 so when we got serious we said 3. Now it’s time for another in my head. We tried for a month and he freaked out so bad he said no he can’t do it anymore. So I said well what do we do now? There’s a chance we could be pregnant. He said no matter he’ll love the baby and want the baby. So long story short, not pregnant. He doesn’t want to try anymore and wants to get fixed asap and I’m devastated. I always envisioned this little baby as apart of our family. I want and love this baby just as much as my two living children. I’ve been praying for a change of heart for either one of us for awhile now. And there’s been no change. I long for another baby. Please pray that I’ll be able to move on and leave that as a distant “memory” and I can move on. Also, any advice if you’ve been in this situation is appreciated ❤️