Does it get any easier?

I know they say time heals all wounds but man am I struggling.

I am coming out of a 5 year relationship. Our lives were so intertwined and I really thought we’d be together forever.

The thought of him moving on with someone else makes me physically sick. The thought that he will bring someone new home to his family which once felt like my family is a gut punch.

Even worse, the idea of going on dates or kissing or touching someone else is repulsive. I just have him in the back of my mind all the time.

I don’t know how to move on.