Me and my SO haven't been officially together for too long but we have been friends for about 2 years before so I trust him with everything & we're both comfortable around each other enough to both want to lose it (virginity) to each other. The thing is I really want to but I'm just scared that what if he walks out after its happened? I've had previous relationships where they have just left me without any warning & I don't want that to happen again? Should I wait until we've been together for longer like a year or something or trust my instinct and go for it? Sorry this is so long 😬😥