So yes I know it’s best for baby to stay put as long as possible. And yes I know she will be born when she’s ready. And this is birth number 4 so I fully know she’ll come when ready my kids come at random, first I was induced, 2nd was 38 weeks, 3rd was 40 weeks. So I know.

But I am so damn tired and can’t sleep. I’m miserable. Everything hurts and I’ve hit that wall where I’m just done. I’m done. I want my body back. I want to be able to not have any other person touch me for 5 seconds. I want to be able to sleep on my stomach. I want my toes to not look like sausage links. I want to not feel pain every time I move.

I’ve hit that wall at 37 weeks where it’s just like please child please have mercy on momma and come sooner than later.