I’m here trying to figure out how the hell am I suppose to come home and recover from a csection, care for a newborn and deal with my 4 year old who cries and throws a tantrum for everything! She recently started school and cries in the morning and before bed because she doesn’t want to go to school! She’s been sooooo rude lately I feel like I’m going to lose my shit! I spend all day just yelling!!! Nothing gets through! If it’s not that then it’s me dealing with my emotions of the csection and a new baby. Im so stressed and scared. I want to lock my door and just cry. I start thinking what the hell did I think I was doing bringing another child when I can’t seem to handle the one I already have ?!