My boyfriend of almost 9 years broke up with me.. We both saw it coming over the past couple months but I'm absolutely heartbroken. He says he just needs to focus on school and be in a better place mentally inorder to be in a healthy relationship, which I understand. I'm just at a lost because now I basically have nobody, all my friends are away at college multiple hours away. I'm grateful for my parents but I jusy need to talk or be with someone my age who understands. It's hitting hard because I'm also trying to get better mentally but getting diagnosed and put on medication isn't easy and I have to wait until December. I'm just scared of being alone I guess.