I was told I have gd a week ago by my primary ob, but today I finally had my appointment with the diabetes doctor today and it really hit me. I feel like I've failed myself and my unborn baby I didn't have any problems with my son who is almost 3 but I gained almost 50 lbs since then and I was already plus size but I lost 2 grandparents in one year, and my dad had a major accident and I almost lost him. I just needed to vent