Online situationship

This guy lives in NY and I’m from AZ and him and I have been talking for like 7months in that time, we’ve never met eachother (both broke college student) but all interactions are online. TMI we’ve sexy before, he’s super nice to me and we text and talk every day we call eachother names of endearment but he’s said that a long distance relationship isn’t what he want right now and for me I wouldn’t want that either but him and I keep this type of relationship but I sometimes feel like maybe it’s not good for my brain. Like I do tell him I am no one to him and he’s free to do what he wants but deep down that’s not really how I feel. And he also tells me that too eventho none of us are talking or having the relationship we both have with someone else. Idk what I’m even asking for