Almost 3 yrs of ttc and I'm so defeated. I'm so sad I want to give up but at the same time I want this more than anything. I'm currently in my tww and I think it's closing soon and I still have negative test. Well here's my story. So I got off the pill 8 month and I was skipping a period like every month. So I went to a fertility doc and they gave me metformin and told me I had pcos. Metformin regulated my cycles but I was on that for 3 months then the first month off of metformin I had a chemical which will be a year ago since that happened next month in November. Well my cycles were regular up until may 22 2021 and didn't get another period until sep 30th 2021 I've never missed a period that long but within that time period I went to a diff fertility doc in another state. They said I have pcos and small cyst on my ovaries and rlly stressed my losing weight. Well for the past like Month and a half I believe I started a new job as a server. I also go to the gym sometimes but anyways I run back a forth doing 4 miles a night as a server 4 days a week. And I eat in a calorie deficit now and mostly eat healthy but I don't deprive myself. But the issue is I was 262 and now I've just been sitting at 254 and I'm not losing anything my face looks skinnier but idk. I've lost weight before in my life so I know how to do it correctly. I'm lost with answers anymore. No one helps and even if I wanted to get help again it's hard because everytime I go there ik it's just gonna be the same. It's hard for me to walk in those doors and be okay. I'm almost in tears when I go tbh. I just don't think I can carry a child tbh, and if I can I'd have to do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> which nothings wrong with that but I wish things where easier for me. 🥺