I don't know why...

I'm not sure why, but seeing all the faint lines on here gives me hope. I swear I scroll through this 12 times a day looking at them all. I started my tww wait today and I seriously just looked at my hubby and said, "Do NOT let me buy ANY pregnancy tests until the 20th. And if I do buy any, take them away from me and don't let me test. I need you to be strong for me through this." Lol. He told me last month I need to get help for my addiction of taking pregnancy tests. Lmao. So I'm not going to go to the store unless I have to for the next week at least. lol. (I'm only testing on the 20th because it's my birthday and that would be an AMAZING Birthday present. Haha) Good luck and baby dust everyone!! ❤️❤️❤️