Gender

So I already have a 2 year old daughter. I love girls so much I’ve always wanted girls and not really have been a fan of baby boys. My whole family goes crazy for baby boys more of a sexism thing. I just want another baby girl I love dressing her up teaching her girl things and I’ve never had a dad father figure so I’ve always been more on my feminine side because of that. I just wouldn’t know how to mentally handle a baby boy. I really just want to raise my kids by myself without a father by my side I know it’s not right, it’s just my feelings. Not having a father just made me really uncomfortable with males in general.