I had three miscarriages this year and now I am pregnant again. Hope this one stays with me. I really want my baby. I cannot sleep because of anxiety and depression from multiple miscarriages history. I don't know how I can be normal and live my life with this feeling for another few months again. I am depressed. Of course after three miscarriages. When I tried to enroll in medical insurance, they questioned my answer to question about medical condition because I said I have depression. They didn't proceed with the insurance enrollment without noticing me. WTH? I spoke with a woman over the phone to specify my medical condition about depression associated with miscarriages. So stupid insurance company. Did they expect to be not depressed even when going through multiple miscarriages? After explaining the details, the woman said she will forward the details to the underwriter who did not proceed with the insurance enrollment. How can pregnant women's life not be so easy? I don't like American private insurance system. It sucks. Anyway, this 4th pregnancy would turn out to be successful, really.