So last year was horrible because of multiple events steaming from a breakup. And my “friend” and my ex then ending up together. There are so many details and things that happened but it’s too long. The thing is I still feel sad about this and I guess im victimizing myself still and not moving on like he did I guess. I still have dreams about the situation and idk I just feel so hopeless when that happens. I don’t like looking or seeing anything that reminds me of either of them because it hurts and I guess I feel angry or whatever the word is? However, my dilema is the fact that I think I have a crush on this guy from work. Funny thing is he went to my HS and I had a crush on him in elementary school lol, but I’m not sure. Why is it that I feel all those things, but still have a crush on this guy?