Feeling empty
Had intercourse with my partner last night at 7w5d pregnant and went I went to the toilet after there was blood everywhere, my heart sank. Woke up in the middle of the night and when I wiped again, there was no blood, nothing! I started to feel a little more hopefully that maybe it had been a little too rough however when I went to the toilet this morning, I wiped brown (like BBQ sauce) - sorry TMI! Having been through a mc only 3 months before, I knew this feeling all to well. In tears. I told my partner that the baby was gone however I could see the relief on his face as soon as I said it. Although we hadn't planned either pregnancy, he seemed excited looking at prams and clothes and even shed a tear when we seen the heartbeat only a week before on the ultrasound. He then admitted to me that he didn't want this baby.
My whole life feels empty now - was I ever destined to be a mother? What did I do so bad in life to deserve this? Do I even want to be with this man anymore?
Heartbroken 💔
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