Help?

Erin • E.A.Tree

So I'm.25 got diagnosed with Vaginismus this year but I've pretty much had this for as long as I remember

Meany of my past relationships ended because they couldn't get sex from me (assholes am I right?)

It's come to the point where I am scared to even commit myself into a relationship due to fear of rejection again

I hate my body for having this I hate Vaginismus 😒 it's ruined so much for me and hasn't made my mental health any better,

I feel like a sad excuse for a woman , I just need support and help but have no idea where to go or turn to,

I live in Norfolk England and there's sodd all help near me

I feel like giving up completely