Are edibles daily safe?

Is it safe that I like to take edibles every evening? I’ve been taking edibles for months and they’ve helped me actually do my homework and pass my classes. I feel a lot more calmer and comfortable in my own skin. I accept things.

I am able to be open, honest, brave and free. I’m not afraid to love. I look forward to the future. I battle with anxiety and depression and it helps a lot. Without weed, my life feels bland, I go into this depressive state where everything turns gray, I take long naps and unproductive, suicidal, I can’t be present. I don’t know if what I’m doing is right though.

Does weed actually enhance one’s best traits or is it just an illusion the high gives? The higher self connection?

I’m also not sure if it’s okay for me to take edibles daily? I’m trying not to depend so much on them. It’s just, without it, I’m a wreck. I’m in college and live on campus. I have no job due to being overwhelmed easily with school and can’t yet balance both. It’s something I need to work on.

Please no rude comments! Thanks (: