Hi everyone,

The last I posted, I mentioned that my fiancé hadn’t seen me for awhile and hadn’t kept his side of the promise to hang out with me (we live in different places due to financial and space issues). I’ve left a long text for him explaining my feelings and basically told him that since he wasn’t going to commit then we needed to break it off and move on because I’m not going to stand being neglected and treated the way I was. I left a text because he wasn’t answering my calls and he wasn’t meeting up with me anyways, so I figured he’ll read when he sees it. After he read it he finally somehow made the time for us to talk, and I let it out, everything in the table. I gave him the ring back and everything. He’s since then been trying to make it up to me, but it doesn’t feel the same. I just feel like this is temporary and he’s gonna do it again, it’s like I can’t trust him and I’ve told him this. He’s given me his phone, he was where he said he was and I’ve verified with the people he hung out with, but I have yet to take back the ring. It took him forever to break down my wall, but it’s built back up and stronger than before. Not sure how to feel, right now I’m just numb and distant from him, and now he’s beginning to feel how I felt. I’m not trying to get back at him or anything, but we’re back to square one.