I fucked up with this guy I’ve liked for a long time :/ Advice Please!!

Ok so there’s this guy that lives in this city near me and I met him over zoom during the lockdown period and we’ve only talked via email or social media so this last weekend I finally got to meet him in person at a reading.

We were face to face and talking but I couldn’t say anything all I said was hi and he asked where I lived and I answered and the rest was pretty much gibberish on my part. Then I said bye and hopefully we can reconnect soon. He seems interested and like he was happy to see me. But I didn’t say anything I wanted to say. I feel so stupid and immature!!

That was my only chance and I blew it! So stupid! And I don’t know when or if I’ll be able to ever see him again.

Should I contact him via social media/ email?? Idk what to do I haven’t dated in so long and he’s the only guy I really like right now!! Should I give up?? Ugh 😣