Hey Everyone!

I never thought I would post on here because I am very shy but this community actually really brings me peace!😊 I just wanted to see if anyone else goes through the same emotions I have been feeling lately…. So I am currently 12w 2d and am going through a period of feeling helpless as if I am not capable of carrying this baby… I am 210 lbs at 5’3 and am TERRIFIED (honestly terrified is an understatement) of having a difficult pregnancy… I just recently received my blood results and the doctor reassured me everything came back normal… but for some reason I can’t shake it off and am constantly scared of what news I am going to get at my next doctors appointment. My mom is constantly pushing me to lose weight because of the baby but my doctor just tells me to actually eat more because I am not eating enough throughout the day and has reassured me that he has delivered a ton of babies from woman who are a lot heavier then me that had a no issue pregnancy… also I have had a history of miscarriages (which I think is part of the constant doubt and fear of getting attached) but I just want to know if anyone has had a no issue pregnancy and safe labor… I could really use some reassurance that there is nothing to worry about…😊😊

Thanks in advance I don’t have many outlets to go to and I feel bad constantly seeking the reassurance from my husband because he is a blessing for even dealing with me right now haha 😂