I’m out for this month 🥺

AF just arrived 😪. We’ve been ttc for 7 months so far. I know that’s not long for most, but I thought for sure it would happen by now. I tracked my ovulation, got my solid smileys, BD almost every day during my fertile window, and still not pregnant 😔. I feel so sad and defeated. If I would’ve known it would be this hard to get pregnant I would’ve stopped taking the pill years ago. Husband just told me yesterday his co-workers wife is pregnant. They started trying a few months later than us. When he told me I was happy to hear it for them, but I immediately broke down in tears. My heart ached. Felt like salt in a wound. I don’t know why I’m writing this. I have no questions. My heart just feels heavy now that AF is here, and I’m out for 👶🏻 this month.