15 years together and now it’s over


He ended it. Just like that. Still very much loved me at the time. It’s been months now. We are friends which is great. But and it’s a big but. I have never felt so lonely in my whole life. He has a very large family. A very full on hectic job which involves overseas travel. So he was when it was needed very distracted. I however had nothing just my job. I work FT and started going to the gym Sept. I have no friends in the city where I live as the one who was helping through the heartache moved 30 miles away. I don’t drive. All I do is cry. And half the time is for no reason I just well up and start crying. I am so alone that I think I am depressed. I just don’t know what to do