Slight gender disapointment

So don’t come for me cause I already feel terrible for having a wobble over this.. I am 17 weeks and had convinced myself this pregnancy it was a girl after terrible morning sickness etc and having nothing like that with my son. Scans also looked girly.

We had gender reveal today and I didn’t feel any initial disappointment at first and was so excited but I think it’s more that I’m having wobble that I’ll never get a daughter rather than being sad I’m bless with another son.

Anyone else? Please tell me this awful guilt feeling goes away