Embarrassed to see obgyn

I have a prolapse, nothing is hanging out of my vagina but there’s something inside my vagina blocking the way so I’m not sure what stage prolapse I have and I’m so scared to be seen I’m so embarrassed and it’s making me beyond depressed I’m even embarrassed around my husband I feel like less of a woman now like how can he even want to be with me anymore since my vagina is ruined I’m completely disgusted with myself… I’ve had 5 kids vaginally and this last one really did a number on everything down there 😭😭 I’ll be 6 weeks pp in a few day