I just need to rant at this point please no judgment I’m 19 I had my daughter at 17 I’m now pregnant with my second the problem is I really hate my boyfriend he sneaked behind my back with some coke whore TWICE before I found out and I was about 3 weeks pregnant I was too afraid of getting an abortion when the time came and I backed out I did not want anything to do with him anymore but now I feel so stuck because of the baby we live together without me being with him I would have to go live with my grandparents and parents I have no room to take a newborn there I’m stuck when I say I hate him I hate everything he has done to me he disgusts me at this point before all of this we had a good relationship I started to look at him different once I caught him now all I can see is a pig of a “man” he looks at other women online that post gross shit he follows the weird gross accounts on tik tok it’s just all disgusting to me I dont want to be with someone like this I do work I just don’t have the credit to get my own place as of right now I want to build it up and put money away and just leave soon honestly.