So I was really close to this girl, she’s really beautiful and everyone loves her she’s friendly and everyone gets charmed by her including the boy I like.

At a party me and my crush got really drunk and kissed and I told her friends about it but didn’t tell her the truth knowing he likes her. He denied everything and continued to pursue her and sat next to her at any given opportunity. He did flirt back with me but he always looked in awe of her and she looked hurt seeing us together. I was just mad that he wanted her so I sabotaged it because I want him. He was always staring at her and complimenting her and I feel bad because I feel like they both liked eachother and I came along and messed it up .