My husband and I have been TTC for 4 years. I found out I had endometriosis. I had surgery which removed scar tissue and fixed a hole that was made in my uterus by it. Following year was diagnosed with PCOS. My husband and I literally hated having sex from doing it every day, and we would just get so upset month and get month seeing the negative tests. We decided to stop testing for ovulation and pregnancy, had many deep talks about our thoughts and feelings with it all and about sex. It really brought us so much closer together. We recently decided to reach out to a fertility clinic and I am still waiting about being able to make an appointment. Hoping maybe with some help we can finally have a baby of our own.

My younger sister and her husband just started trying for a baby. She got pregnant right away with not one… but two babies. I’m so happy for her, but it literally kills me because my parents and family are so happy to have babies to love and spoil and I’ve been trying so hard and couldn’t do it. And now my little sister could. While I will love the heck out of those two babes I just can’t help but be devastated because I want that so badly.