Just wanted to share

MommaJay • Just here for the tea

I have never been luckier, I’m standing in my boyfriend (and father to our unborn child) office listening to one of his meetings while I scroll through glow and this man is everything to me. He treats me like a fucking queen and he went through a rough few days with me and got to pretty much see the worst of me and he still looks at me with so much love. You could see when I was crying and hurting in the hospital (over an abscess causing me to not even be able to sit) that he just felt bad and wanted me better and when I was flustered and ready to just say fuck it and leave because they were delaying my surgery so much, he pulled me through just the look in his eyes he had to look at me that way a few times this past few days but it reminded me that I was there for him and the baby more than anything, I had to get better for them I mean I was close to going septic and losing mine and the baby’s life. He was paitent and even when I lost it with the doctors and nurses he calmed me down and made me keep going, he spent the whole first night with me waking up every 2 hours with me willing and ready to help me use the bathroom (luckily I just needed help getting my underwear on) and he came over to eat with me at lunchtime he made sure he was there to walk me out of the hospital. (my grandma brought me home we don’t live together yet as our story is a bit crazy and still just beginning)

I mean this man has literally been through hell with me this week and even now I can tell he is exhausted he has to still catch up on sleep and he wants me and the family were starting to have a good life so he works hard to take care of me so I don’t have to work (although I am going to get a realtors license and start a teaching degree as I like working I also want to put some inheritance into flipping a house which I’ll expand on more from there. He just makes it where I don’t have to and that’s something I am extremely grateful for)

I am honestly the luckiest woman in the world and I have the best man in the universe, I mean no one else would be able to handle my stupid crazy ass he keeps me grounded and I just fucking love him to death.

He’s taken me on multiple adventures, we went gold mining, we went skating, we go to restaurants, we cook together, we play board games, we’ve watched some movies, we went swimming, we went and walked to a gorgeous waterfall, we go to antique shops, we have long meaningful discussions that I actually cherish rather than them becoming forgotten tip of the head thoughts, he is AMAZING in bed 🤤, he is the first man I have enjoyed touching me softly in years I used to flinch at anything light and now I crave it from him. He also is so fucking attractive he keeps himself mostly shaven but when he lets his facial hair grow out a little he looks like a sexy substitute teacher (which he was before 😂)

Despite doing so much with him life still feels like there’s more and it feels so much fuller and I seem to breathe easier around him. I can truly tell him anything and he’s funny, he nearly has a meme for everything and he dosent over use humor so when he pulls a one liner its milk spitting 😂🤣

I could make a whole series on how much I love this man and I still wouldn’t be done.

Sorry for the long post I needed somewhere to share how amazing this man is and has been with me. I love him and god damn I love his child growing in me 🥰❤️

If you got this far thank you for reading and I hope you have a beautiful day(or)night!